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long road nowhere

from IN DUST AND ROT by Phixel

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lyrics

broken tattered skin, got cuts and scars along my arms
but its all okay because my skin is smooth now
paint me as a villain just because you dont know me
im so scared to die, what am i supposed to do now?
this body isnt mine, so i cut my skin and cry
ill cover it all up today, who knows what those sleeves hide?
ill give a saddening sigh, and tell myself that lie
that lie that goes "if im not dead, then i must be alright"

i might trip and fall over
i might say im from nowhere
i dont care anymore, tell yourself whatever you want
(i dont care anymore, tell yourself whatever you want)
i dont care anymore, tell yourself whatever you want
(i dont care anymore, tell yourself whatever you want)

i wont look in the mirror cuz the fog will disappear
your voice is what i hear, oh so far and yet so near
and when i see myself, only feel this primal fear
i hear you down the street but i cant see you wipe your tears
when you get power, use it right, or youll lose your life
and your lifes not worth losing
when you walk forward, dont look back, youll lose their respect
but their respects worth losing

oh, im in a hole i cant escape
never alone and never safe
scared of the features on your face
everyday in a different place
oh, i thought bout killing you tonight
i think about it all the time
playing piano, trying to sing
but all you do is pluck the strings

i might trip and fall over
i might say im from nowhere
i dont care anymore, tell yourself whatever you want
(i dont care anymore, tell yourself whatever you want)
i dont care anymore, tell yourself whatever you want
(i dont care anymore, tell yourself whatever you want)

ill make it all feel better
ill do whatever you want
it feels so cold in the summer
and youre always just so blunt

so what? you can say what you want
so what? i dont care what you want
so what? you can say what you want
so what? i dont care what you want

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from IN DUST AND ROT, released December 1, 2023

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