i wish that i could feel
breeze blowing on my skin
i wish that i could heal
but the knife goes further in
hopeful tone of voice, but you still dont believe this
make a deal with god cuz you really need this
silence in the night, you dont wanna feel this
im onto you
dont tell me where it hurts because i dont wanna know
if you see the river can you tell me how it flows?
am i doomed to do this all again?
no, i dont wanna see this, i want it to end
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
again, again, i dont have a defense
im cut from the cloth of the sky, heavensent
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
(pull me down, pull me down, pull me down, pull me down)
the skys too bright at night and the moons too red
3:30 on the clock when i go to bed
ill prove that im invincible right here on this ledge
i know ill grow my wings when i fall off of the edge
i hear sweet melodies
youll never make me take my medley
of whites, of reds, of blues, of blacks,
of poison, this is an attack
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
again, again, i dont have a defense
im cut from the cloth of the sky, heavensent
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
(pull me down, pull me down, pull me down, pull me down)
I shave my legs in my arms
Hoping one day I'll be part
Of everything that you take for granted, see
I'll punch my mirror again
And cut my wrists with the shards
I'm floating, don't want to sink in the granite sea
Falling apart at the seams
I'm not doing this for me
It drips, it signals a crack to bring a flood
If it's just like what you think
I'll die alone at nineteen
In a hospital covered in my own blood
Is that so crazy? God I swear
Just to hear the things I hear
If it is, that still doesn't mean you get to drag me by my hair
Out of the dream I breathe and wear
If it's fake I still don't care
Because I'd rather be a god of nothing than have this cloudy stare
I'm not so crazy, can't you see
I don't care about what you think
Either way I guess it's destiny if I breathe or sink
Can you please not look at me?
Because I am scared of what you'll see
Because I could look like a god or just a girl who scared to breathe
just push me gently to shore, just push me gently to shore
just push me to shore, just push me to shore
the tide will take me home, as it has done before
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
or will i just drown
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